鸡同鸭讲

as daddie and uncle are busy studying...

of course... the kids will be chatting and doing every other thing after their exams.

。。。。。。。

the 700 th post ...

一个晚上。。

把一个拇指给磨掉了。

一厢情愿

i must be going crazy... watching any serials can make me feel sad..

like 家门的荣光。。

桃花小妹。。

and even Fighting Spiders on Mio ...

every serial has sth that makes me sad... and is always that same thing...

nvm la... but i feel Fighting Spiders really special.. very 值得 watch ...

cos the value is hidden... u need to know lots of 东南亚华人 and singapore history and lots of teeny bits of culture stuff to appreciate it...

of cos u can watch it at the surface level...

here's a song ... which i used to 取悦自己 this morning



如果你突然打了个喷嚏
那一定就是我在想你
如果半夜被手机吵醒（惊醒）
啊那是因为我关心（怕自己拿到 C）

常常想你（老师）说的话是不是别有用心
明明很想相信却又忍不住怀疑
在你的心里我是否就是唯一（的 A）
爱就是有我常烦着你

oh so~baby 情话（por 老师）多说一点想我（notes) 就多看一眼
表现（在考试时）多一点点让我（老师）能真的看见
oh~bye （Ji-bye, 即粗话）少说一点，想陪你（准备的时间）不只一天
（写）多一点让我（老师）心甘情愿（给你 A)~~爱你

常常想我（老师）说的话你是否听得进去
明明很想生气却又止不住笑意
(oh~)在我（老师）的心里你真的就是唯一
爱就是有我常赖着你

就这样一天多一点慢慢地累积感觉 （你和你的 notes）
两人的世界就能够贴近一点

always sia ...

This Romeo is bleedin'
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been rainin' since you left me
Now I'm drownin' in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I'll give up

I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
I guess I'm not that good anymore
But that's just me
I will love you baby Always
And I'll be there forever and a day Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye

What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
Touch your lips and hold you near
When you say your prayers understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needin' to hear
I wish I was him with these words of mine
To say to you till the end of time

That I will love you baby Always
And I'll be there forever and a day Always

If you told me to cry for you, I could
If you told me to die for you, I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

I will love you baby Always
And I'll be there forever and a day Always

I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and words don't rhyme
And I know when I die you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you always

smile *

a weird afternoon...

大叔

haiz... it has become a habit... to check the blog...

how long more can i be fully weaned off from these things...

haized.... feel so tired... not very... just tired...

1 heavy paper and 1 mind boggling paper down and the rest should be smooth sailing ...

but is still -_- ... the road is still very far... very very far ... all the way till 7 dec ...

im feeling tired probably becos of the 10 click run just now... salt loss resulting in the nerve reacting slowly to impulses ...

putting back 100 plus now...

haiz...

but i have improved la.... 5 km runs now feels like not running to me... and so is not onning my comp and waiting for someone to tok to me ...

cos there isn't that someone ...

and ya... so im spending more time quietly with my comp off these days..

i told my bro... my this exam perioad feels very white... like nth liddat...

very plain... like plain porridge liddat ... no songs no drama no uprising moods... just peacefully going thru every day..

no songs playing in my head before after and during a paper ..

i wonder if it is really good... but at least my mind is quieter than the past few sems... even yixia nv contact me to go library le

no one write scripts like korean... their 台词 really very good... almost every sentence is 经典。。

哦。。 我都快疯了！你是想看到我心脏麻痹才甘愿是不是？。。。 再这样下去，我们就要一起举行葬礼！

looking at qiaobin ... probably i need a bad woman too... suddenly i rmb that this kind of woman is categorised as 红玫瑰

bad women likes him ... but he's afraid of them ... but he wants them ... and love can be blown away just by 2 pretty buttocks.

哦！我快疯了！

haiz... so many 'good' serials to be watched ... and how many 7 - 8 pm do i have?

probably after 7 dec ... most of the good episodes will be over...

haiz ...

i told my bro ... how i wish there is a 王子 to come and save me .. pick me up... take care of me and let me lead a comfortable life...

my bro said .. 为什么不是你做那个王子？

-_- 你不明白的。。。。。




: yucks :

u need some yucky things to wake u up from ur haiz and get back to work

小妹！回去读书吧。大叔也是。

7 am

it was a loud beep from my handphone this morning when i switched it on...

who will be sending me msg so early in the morning ...

it turned out to be someone unexpected ...

sent after i lie down last night ..

it was a warm msg ... and i din noe how to reply..

what i tot was this song ... i wonder ...

first blood

if u are sleeping better than expected ... most probably it's becos of the rain...

and if u are feeling sleepier every day than u wan to ... it's becos of the rain too..

but if u are feeling very groggy ... especially at the head ... ur whole body don feel right... and also expecially at ur head ... u feel very full...

don worry... what u need is tomorrow... ur first paper...

piling up all the info and building up all the stress inside ur head... no wonder u have a PMS right up there...

don worry... everything has an exit... i told my bro...

tomorrow... the first time that u see red... u will feel better ...

at once... all the stress and energy will be released ...

and of cos ... the second day will be even more painful ...

giap between a not so well-done first paper and the coming days of bleeding...

^_^

white

昨晚。。。 我告诉弟弟说我在网上已找不到温暖了。。最多就是电脑下，桌子上的温度。

他说。。 那你要怎样？

我说。。。 那就把电脑关上。。 自己产生热量咯。。。

^_^

how real